DRANKIN BY MUHSELF CUZ I AINT GOT NOBUDY ELSE
I can’t shake off this bad vibe feeling..
it’s eating away at me.
something bad is happening…
and I can’t even figure out what the fuck it is.
Fuck.
I know why I’m being kept around.
So you don’t have to pay $700+utilities by yourself.
I see now as to why you told me you just want to be roommates, friends.
You don’t love me.
You want other people.
Well now so do I.
I’m tired of wasting my time with you. Wasting all these feelings and emotions on someone who never deserved it.
You’re a pathological liar and manipulative. Leading someone on to believe what they had with you was real, when in fact it was nothing even close to being real, is fuckin heart breaking.
I hope one day you’ll realize the pain you caused me.
You…
Cheating, lying.. bastard.
I’ve given you chance after chance to just open up and explain everything. That should of been a red flag right there to just leave since you obviously don’t give a shit. Just walk away.
You don’t look at me the same, you don’t treat me the same anymore. At least not until after I caught you trying to cheat on me.
Multiple times.
I’m a fucking idiot.
Why didn’t I listen to those around me?
Psychologically damaging. I feel like fucking shit all the time now.
Well, I’ll be outta here soon, don’t you worry.
And then you can have all the sluts you meet on the internet over anytime.
Meanwhile, ill be with someone who actually loves me and wouldn’t dare treat me like this. I could of been free doing my own thing, progressing in life rather than be bullshitted.
Fuck all this noize, time to move on my nigguhz.
